The ability to breathe.

Sounds so simple right? Breathing? That is a natural phenomenon right? Try it. Take in a big deep breath. One, Two, Now let it out. Doesn't that feel good?

I radiate. He actually used the word radiate. Now I can't stop thinking about the possibility of it all. The wonder and excitement of dating someone who likes to travel, hike, read, sit at coffee shops, go to art shows, and watch a baseball game? Someone who thinks I am "pretty damn cute" the way I am now. It could be out there. It could be him. I've never been less nervous. Usually I stutter to the point of no return. Not there. Not in that conversation. Certainly not looking at those bright baby blues.

He won't be here tonight. Probably won't see him for a while, but that is good. I need to get my head straight. Finish my classes.. And figure out what I want.

I radiate. :-D