Desperate.

I called him. Empowerment is only about 25% lost, didn't leave too desperate of a message "Hey Jake.. It's Jess. Just left Lux from being teased about you by Ron and Sammy. So was thinking about you.. Hadn't heard from you. So, call me when you get this? Look forward to talking to you." Not desperate right? Cute, I thought. No word so far. What can you do? He knew that I knew his schedule til Tuesday at least. Crazy would be stalking/texting/calling again from this point. If he wants to talk to me, he will call..

I get this whole thing. We aren't committed, so there isn't a need to grow an emotional attachment so soon over the phone. But it would be nice to hear from him after our date. It was such a great date. "Date night" as we called it, left us both grinning for a good half hour. Well, here is to hoping. I have to get ready for the day.