Expectations.

So, it's a little rough, going from hearing from someone several times a day, to not hearing from almost anyone.

I texted Jake today, and yesterday. Heard back from him yesterday.. Not really today. I was honestly really hoping to see him tonight. He seems to be spreading out our time together more and more. It is so hard between his out of control work schedule and my lack of patience to get a grip on this thing. I need to come to the realization that I will probably never be able to control when I get to see or talk to him. He told me straight up that he did not want a girlfriend right now. Maybe I am being to forward? The thing is that I am so obsessive complusive that I always need to know what my expectations should be. With this, I feel like I need to have NO expectations. That is sort of disappointing. I don't know that I can do that. I mean, be with a guy and have him dote on you and tell you how much he likes you and then... Nothing? Here is to and interesting up coming week. No clue when I will see him again or if I will see him again. All I know is that I need to go to the gym in the morning and get ready for a crazy monday at work AND NOT TEXT HIM AGAIN! Geez.