I loved the call. I appreciated it so much. I was glowing afterwards. Until. I saw her. I went into Lux to see Ron and Sammy, they had some crazy application to show me. I made a couple of jokes about Jake and neither of them really said anything. I kind of thought that was strange until I turned around and there sat his ex.
Before I saw her, I had sent him a text. I quickly said - Didn't get arrested, yet. :) Safe and Sound - Thanks for calling. You are SO mean. ;)
The hard part about all of this is the not texting back. That is what eventually drives me insane. I somehow can't let it - or I need to just not text him. So now we play a little waiting game. Hopefully nothing I said was wrong or ridiculous, and I am sure it wasn't. Hopefully Ron, Sammie, or Nita didn't text him about me talking about him in front of her - which I swear to GOD I had no idea of until after I spouted my mouth off. Well.. Off to the Gym. I can't sit here and squander.
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